Our childhood fears cling to us like kids clinging to the
legs of their parents outside candy stores. These fears make and break us, not
just only for those specific moments, but also later, when we are grown and
make our own ways in the world, leading our ‘adult’ lives.
Most people like to put it this way that these fears ‘haunt’
us, making them feel wrong or putting complete situations under a negative
light when actually they are just events from the past that have had a strong
influence on us. They probably took place only to avoid some sort of similar clinging
memory, though what we do not realize at their time of occurrence is how in an
attempt to make it all right or picture perfect, we are forgetting that
mistakes are a part of a healthy learning process.
From this whole idea another thing that I mentioned above is
how we try alienating our childhood from our adulthood. It’s one life and dividing
it into sections is somewhat absurd. In order to understand that lets take a
look at how the human mind transform from a child’s level of thinking to that
of an adult.
When a child is born, he is innocent in all manners of
speaking. As he becomes older and what
we refer to as wiser (I would rather call this simply call this getting to know
the conniving and plotting ways of the world)he loses contact with the pure
innocent being that he entered this world as. However, that innocence does not
diminish from within him completely. It does leave behind some traces that
reflect every once in a blue moon at least. Those who try keeping the child
inside of them tactile and alive, nurturing it and protecting it like an
expecting mother, are the once considered fools though it is them that get to
taste the true flavor of the candy bar known as Life.
So keep that child inside of you strong and alive because
when things become too hard to bear at times its going to be that very child
that is going to save the adult you by referring to sanity every now and again
by telling you fantasy stories of pixies and nymphs that though seem
other-worldly and quite pleasant yet hold small pieces of such information
which would make you put on a your yellow raincoat and those red wellies and
smile as u skip along from one puddle to another on the broken and bumpy road
outside.
